April 21, 2012 - 13:12
Mood: A little restless; attempting to NOT be nervous
Music: I Wanna Talk About Me - Toby Keith
Thought for the Day: Never offer to give somebody something they deserve. It's not humanly possible to follow through.
Happy Birthday, Jade!
I keep waiting for something to go wrong. Oh, what a month it's been (almost) since I last wrote.
That promise I kept to myself? Still no comment, but I'm not waiting for one any more. Found out I wasn't the only one though. Not that I needed to justify the move to myself, but it's nice to know I'm not alone.
All those possibilities? They're still coming ... and I'm still getting ready. My expectations are so high in regards to them ACTUALLY HAPPENING ... that I keep waiting for something to try and stop me. I have to keep reminding myself that I've already come across obstacles and surpassed them. I'm just not used to this much success on a project. Not giving up, just getting more anxious. Hope this doesn't drag on much longer. :) Finally got the Security application done. Just taking time to go over it and make sure it's totally complete and understandable. there's one section I want to reprint and do over. Also, getting the last of my character witnesses ... didn't think it would be that difficult, but surprisingly, it was. My current schedule doesn't make it easy to socialize outside of work ... thank goodness for old friends who still love me despite my schedule.
My official interview is Monday morning. <-- Hence the nerves. GAH! ... I'm going to rock it though. I've already decided.
Yellowknife. Wow ... It's going to be very different, but I'm not afraid of that. I'm going to make the best of it. I keep telling people that Yellowknife looks like Pender, but with smaller trees. Well, I love Pender and I'm sure I will find something to love about Yellowknife too. There's more to it than the temperature. ;)
So that's all set in my mind as Going To Happen ...
Here's what happened that I didn't expect. On Mar 31, Jade re-proposed. O.o! Here's another shocker ... so far I've received nothing but sincerely happy responses about it. Yup, even Mom. (Well, there was one negative comment from Michael, but that doesn't count because he didn't actually say it to me and hadn't intended me to see it. His opinion means little right now anyway.)
Yes, I'm wearing the same ring. Because I love it and that's the only finger it fits anyway. :) No date set yet, but I'm not worried.
Plans aplenty flitting through my poor brain, but my heart is overflowing with all the good things going on, so my brain won't complain about it.
Now if only this success would reflect in my PartyLite ... I'm working on it though. I'm not giving up. I'm improving a few areas that I've left stagnate too long and I feel good about it. Just waiting for others (buying customers) to notice. :)
Spot is coming to the end of his pills. Last one tomorrow. Not sure if I'm expected to take him back to the vet or not. I'm really surprised that they haven't initiated a follow up. they stop him from throwing up, but he's still "starving". Seriously in your face about food, no matter what I'm eating. And I have no idea what to do about the kidney?/liver? disease they said was just starting. He drinks water like there might now be anymore too. I'm seriously considering taking him to another vet. Somebody closer, at least. I've been looking at the local holistic vet. I'm liking what I see (probably because I can't see the prices.)
Had a great time at Lynne's party recently. She threw a surprise party for her boyfriend's birthday, and I'm not sure how I got on the guest list, but was happy to be there all the same. Met some great people, and reunited with a few others. Including Lynne's boyfriend. :) Nice energy about him.
In other news, Shorty has announced that he's moving with his parents to Port Hardy. Bugger. Lucky bugger, but ... Bugger. Ah, well, my new job will allow for me to visit more often, and now I'll have more reasons to get to Pender and Vancouver Islands.
I'll let everybody know when I get the job officially, and when I'm leaving. I plan on taking a bit of time off before I go so that I have time to see everybody and have a grand going away party.
That's the plan anyway ...
Sweet Dreams!
