March 10, 2015 - 21:21
Mood: Tired/Depressed/Frustrated/Irritated/Stressed (explosion waiting to happen?)
Music: I Will Remember You ~ Sarah McLachlan
Thought of the Day: Our only limitations are those which we set up in our own minds, or permit others to establish for us. (Elizabeth Arden)
I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard
"I don't know how long this pain will last" ... seems like I need song lyrics tonight. So much going wrong, building up and failing me. And I'm so lonely with it all.
The crying comes and goes in spurts. Not sure if that's just when it builds up briefly, or if I keep managing to clamp down on it. Probably not a good sign either way. It shows that the dam has leaks and there are no proverbial thumbs around to help me seal it up again.
(Well, that was a naughty image ...)
Chatted with Tavis for a bit. He did his best to cheer me up long distance. It made me smile, but unfortunately merely impacted on the surface of my sorrow. Damn, I must be melancholy to come up with a phrase like that. What a sad key to my lock.
Off to try something else. I have things that must be done. I'm determined to find the stamina to get it all done.
Sweet Dreams
