Waffling

05:04

What a ghastly time of day to be awake ... No matter that I'm being paid to do it. Miss the sunlight. I miss waking up to a fresh morning with chirpy little birds (and some not-so-little) ... instead of trying to sleep through the "noise". I miss sleeping beside Jade! For crying out loud, we live together! There should be some sleeping together ... shouldn't there be? We're not married yet, after all. ;)

Seriously, this night shift is really starting to wear me down. I don't sleep well anymore, and I spend so much time napping that I don't have time to do anything else. And my other job is suffering ... I'm napping right when I should be working my my PartyLite! I'm missing out on a lot of great promotions and stuff! Because I'm SLEEPING!!

Anyway, I told my Super that I was considering quitting because as nice as the pay and job was, my family just wasn't happy. I told her about my lack of sleep and my lack of time for my other job. She understood and only asked that when I decided that I gave her some notice.

No problem ...

I'm waiting to see what happens though. Now that my Super is out of school, she'll be getting more hours ... which means I'll be working less. So we'll see how my schedule goes ... and we'll decide from there.

Tooti told me to make sure that my PartyLite schedule was as full as possible when I finally decided to do it ... she said that it would ward off panic. I will try, of course ... that last thing I want Jade to do is panic!

LOL!

I need new pillows ... mine are so flat and UN-fluffy ... stoopid headaches ...

So this Saturday was supposed to be fun! I was looking forward to FCBD! And then I had somebody schedule a party on Saturday. I thought, okay ... I can help out in the morning and work in the afternoon. No problem. I was missing out on the Charity Garage Sale at work to help out too. And then my Hostess called up and moved the party forward an hour.

Crap. No CGS, No FCBD ... and then I realise that May 3 is also the Kentucky Derby!! *weep!*

Ah, well, life sucks and then you either buy a gun or win the lotto. I'd rather win the lotto ... makes it easier to buy the gun. :)

So ... on the bright side, Saturday's Party is looking to be the best yet since I started ... I'm looking VERY forward to new people and the new chances ... and, yeah, there are visions of a fantastic paycheque too. I admit it ... it's a business after all ... right?

Well, Housekeeping should be starting to trickle in soon .. I should look busy. ;)

Sweet Dreams!