Just Breathe (aka In With the Good, Out With the Bad)

Tuesday, June 30, 2009 - 10:47


Today's Horoscope

Health :
Tomatoes and cucumbers are filled with vitamin C which fights viruses. Vitamin C is also an excellent antioxydant which helps to fight aging.
Love :
You have been telling your partner that he is distant. Ever since you have been feeling more passionate, you are having a hard time accepting that your partner is more reserved.
Money :
You should not overpass your capabilities. Certain purchases are not wise at this time.
Work :
You will have a reason to fight for something at work. You went through a lot to have others accept your ideas.

I just thought this was funny ... especially the Love.

So I've come to terms with the fact that I won't be taking my trip to Quebec City in Aug. Payment is due July 7, and there is no way that I'll have that money ($300) in a week ... unless somebody wins the lotto and donates it to me! What are the odds, right? Then I'd have to bust my butt for the plane fare, and the hotel costs ... and would come home to having to bust my butt for rent ... and a security deposit as I plan on moving for Sept 1. *sigh* It breaks my heart to not go, but I've had so much heart break lately, that's it's fairly numb. And it's something that I know I have to do ... which is easier to bear than being told that I can't do it.

Strange but true ...

Besides, I'm sure that The Shepherd would like to be paid somewhere in there, yeah? Damn, but the loss of that extra $800 has just thrown everything off course. I detest scratching for cash and coming up short. Especially when I was depending on something that, when it finally arrived, didn't meet my expectations. Still, I think I'm better off than I was when I was on my own before. Jade-less though I be, I have a better circle of friends this time. And for the first time, Family is backing me up. Family other than my parents. It's a heady, wonderful feeling.

So, I'm struggling, but I know that things will get better.

Sweet Dreams!