August 1, 2009 - 01:49
I'm not sure if I should be writing ... I feel sorta of numb and am not quite sure what I wanted to say. What's happened lately? The usual ... Everything, and nothing, all at the same time. I've taken several steps into places that I never wishes to go ... places I've never been, places I've seen from a distance ... and places that I've never wanted to go back to. All because of a place that I didn't deserve to be put in ... and shouldn't want back as badly as I do.
Okay ... moving on ...
Garage sale went very well ... Before I go, I'll be doing it again. I'll be selling EVERYTHING. I hope.
Been trying to get a second job, while keeping my eyes open for another place to live. I have a willing roomie, but she won't be here until Dec ... And my rent goes up Nov ... which means if I get a place big enough for both of us, then I have to be able to afford it for at least that one month. :( GAH!
Been seeing a few good jobs and I've been putting out my resumes ... crossing my fingers all the while. I've also been making moves for another career move. Feels like I'm grasping smoke though ...
Making life more difficult, Jade arrives on Sunday morning to take the truck back.
Does life get any sweeter than this?
Yes. Yes, it does. But will it get sweeter for me?
I sure hope so.
Sweet Dreams!
nice to see your update. Sorry to hear your news. I think you need some Lavender time :) cheer up things will get better~ Forget Jade... they are NOT worth it ! You are a good person and deserve much better! You deserve the best! Lots of love and hugs
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