State of Mind

August 10, 2011 - 03:47

Mood: Happy, dammit!
Music: MMM, MMM, MMM, MMM - Crash Test Dummies
Thought of the Day: True Love cannot be hindered by time, space, distance, or even relatives. It doesn't know the boundaries of race, sex, colour, or even species. It is the Universal Healer of all things. It can only be limited by one thing. Ourselves.

I remember thinking that I wish people could hear some of the conversations that I have with myself ... and then the voice in my head made some sarcastic comment about just writing the damn things down and SHARING them, why don't I? I actually snorted in response. Who thinks to write down an argument while you are having it?

On that note, I made sure to remember this one for you ... I had been doing some PartyLite tasks that I find difficult. Outgoing Calls. I made my call number goal, and then moved on to making invites ... and I found myself wondering why I was doing this ...

Voice: Why bother? It's not going to accomplish anything. Nobody's going to show up ... as usual.
Me: *shutting everything off* If I'm going to think things like this, then I should just go to bed ... and start fresh tomorrow.
Voice: Why?
Me: Because you're being stupid.
Voice: I'm not being stupid; you're being stupid.
Me: How do you figure that?
Voice: You're talking to yourself.
Me: Doesn't that make you stupid too? You're talking back to yourself.
Voice: Shut up, and go to bed.

Jeff Foxworthy is right ... true stuff is the funniest. You can't make this stuff up. and I may fail at my attempts to be successful, but it won't be because of my lack of effort. I've personally invited over a dozen people and notified over 100 electronically. I'll also be sending out an e-mail soon as well ... AND following them up with phone calls. I'm giving this my best shot, dammit.

I'm one step closer to the idea of being published. Green Man told me how to find an artist for my Greek Project. He also suggested that I was allowed to publish fan fics as long as I didn't profit from them. So, I can find an artist my my SM fic too. Add that to my growing idea list for my adventure fantasies and I could be on to something here. Which is a good thing ... 'cause, 'tis the season, you know? Yes, I bought a note book from the Back to School section ... again. Pencils too, this time. :) Watch me fly ...

Sweet Dreams!

PS. Going to spend some time with Lavender tomorrow/today ... Gonna borrow a bike and go for a ride. :) Wonder where?