I am so exhausted. Absolutely bushwhacked, and I don't know why. I think I'm just tired of it all. Tired of not getting paid what I'm worth at a place that doesn't give me enough hours and doesn't seem to concerned with it either. Tired of living with a woman who goes anywhere she wants in my home at any time of day and has never knocked once ... because "we're family". Tired of not having enough time in the day to be able to spend quality time with my fiance. And after that last attack on us? The quality time would be nice.
Just bloody tired.
By the by, two people noticed that Lynne was absent from my birthday party. Two people, other than myself. There you go, Lynne ... it was noticed by the "masses" that you were absent.
I was a little hurt by that, but that's Life. I'm also a little hurt that Jade hasn't given me anything for my birthday. He even managed to squirm out of taking me out for supper. Whatever.
I've recently discovered that Jade's idea of teaching me to be more romantic is to deny me any sex at all unless I jump him. He won't touch me unless I start something ... and make sure it continues.
Bastard. Would have been nice if he'd just EXPLAINED this to me. There could have been SO much more sex!
Geez!
On another topic, I had recently sent out an e-mail to my friends that requested them to try to describe me in one word. Just one. I got four answers back. None of those four were the two people that I thought for sure would answer me. Anyway, the words I got back were thus:
- Understanding
- Adventurous
- Quirky
- Searching
I thank those of you that answered. I think this year's favourite is 'Quirky'. Just 'cause it tickles me. Last year's 'Random' was chosen for similar reasons.
I was also sent this:
Your Birth date: June 7
You are an island. You don't need anyone else to make you happy. And though you see yourself as a loner, people are drawn to you. Deep and sensitive, you tend to impress others with your insights. You also tend to be psychic - so listen to that inner voice!
Your strength: Your self sufficiency
Your weakness: You despise authority
Your power color: Maroon
Your power symbol: Hammer
Your power month: July
I thought that was kinda cool. My thanks to Shorty for sending it to me. Now if anybody still has Thursday's paper, I'd be very happy if they could please tell me what the June 7 "It's your birthday" said.
Thanks!
I'm off now, to try to create more organisation, if not order, in my chaotic little world.
Yeah, I know, I'm pathetic! LOL!
Sweet Dreams!
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