July 12, 2010 - 17:52
Music: I Will Find You - Clannad
There once was a time when I was totally addicted to writing in my journal. Every day would find a new entry, or even two. I'd write everything down just like I do now. Like I'm writing to an audience that may, or may nor, send a comment in response. Effectively, I was really talking to myself ... and writing it down helped me to organise it. Might have even created a memory. However, I've come to realise that there comes a time when a person can get tired of talking to themselves. No matter how much I have to share, there are moments where you just had to be there. Makes me feel lonelier that I don't have anybody to share these things with as they happen. Somebody that I can talk to and get a response from ... soft words, gentle looks, strong arms ... and the other kind too. Never mind the kisses, the touches, and the bites. *sigh*
Well, hopefully this is short lived and I'll find somebody who shares good chemistry with me ... and I'll have new things to write about :)
Had a busy weekend. Poor Spot was left to his own devices for the most part. My parents came down to celebrate my Mom's birthday ... and to drop off a care package of food. :) Had a great time. Including watching whales go by the shoreline. A pod of about 11. Mom says that I got good pictures, so I am waiting for her to send them to me. Also got some goodies from a garage sale ... including a new keyboard and a small TV. It's got a tiny screen ... Greywhistle would not approve. :) But it's better than nothing. My Auntie has promised me a larger TV, but I'm not going to count on it until I see it. Maybe I'll invest in cable then ...
Which I may be able to afford as I got hired yesterday for my second job at a local marina. I think I'm in the cafe. Not sure. Have no idea what days are involved or what I'm getting paid ... I'm just happy to have the extra money! LOL! I'll get some bills paid off!! Or I'll save it for a rainy day ... or I'll pay off some bills! we'll see, I guess ...
Here's to hoping for the best in the future!
Sweet Dreams!
Just keep invisioning those gentle masculine arms around you...they'll appear!
ReplyDeleteCongrats on finding another job. You are right, every thing helps. I think tiny tv's are what they should all be like...the big screen is our world beyond the television.
Gentle arms are all well and good but a larger TV, that's my vote!
ReplyDeleteHugs and congrats on your second job! And yes visualize and affirm and believe and it will happen. Sometimes things take a while to happen but its usually because its going to be really good! Keep your chin up and that beautiful smile on your face. KNow that even though im not there in person i am here, only a phone call, email or text away. If i had a better financial situation i would come visit you! Its a slow work in progress. I am applying for disability which i probably won't get on but heres to hoping. If i do i will have more money and be able to come visit! I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Sending you good, positive, loving energy! and of course prosperity and massive Abundance! Love you and MIss you!
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