(aka Happy and Well in Lala Land! Don't Tell the Aliens!)
July 20, 2010 - 19:29
Music: Queen - We will Rock You
I so can't wait for my scooter! Now that I'm working five to six days a week, the hitching thing is getting old fast. It takes me an hour of walking and riding to get to my second job. Makes for early mornings that I might enjoy if they weren't so rushed.
New job is going well otherwise.
So is e-Harmony. I've got a date this Saturday. He's coming to the island to see me. If things go well, he'll be seeing me the following Thursday also. I'm very nervous ... and very happy that I have Thursday off so that I can clean the house! He's kind of too good to be true ... he's military, he loves pipe music, he loves PartyLite, and he likes to cook. We listen to similar music, have similar interests ... and, well, if the spark isn't there, then I'm demanding a refund! He's Scorpio ... I've loved a Scorpio before and enjoyed the experience ... I hope it turns out the same. I admit that he's not quite my usual "ideal", but he's appealing in his own way. And he looks great in his uniform. <3
Navy. Who'da thought I'd ever go for Navy?? Amazing ... And while he finds my breasts impressive, it's my hips, and my smile, that attract him most. Talk about surprise ... next he'll be claiming to love my "wobbly bits".
I didn't go into sob story details about Jade, but he knows I was in a previous long term relationship that ended abruptly and badly. He's recently separated and will be getting divorced shortly. It's the only thing that makes me twitch, but I refuse to go through life trying to read between the lines. It might be safer, but it leads to games, or assuming everybody is playing them, and I don't want to live like that. I'll be careful though.
I do find myself wondering if I should tell Jade ... I mean, yes, it's not his business anymore, but we are still on friendly terms and I'd like to keep it that way. And this isn't something I'd like for him to hear from somebody else. If it's going to hurt him, it will hurt him more that way. I'll probably tell him soon ... just not sure HOW to bring it up. And I don't know what his reaction will be.
Meanwhile, back at Headquarters, I'm looking forward to arranging for my things to arrive. I would very much like to NOT be paying that storage fee past this month ... Looking for drivers - any volunteers? Who wants to visit me?
Sweet Dreams!
Not trying to be harsh here but id say its time to STOP THINKING ABOUT JADE AND START THINKING ABOUT YOU! WHo cares if hes your "friend" seriously, let go of the past and move on. This Jade person isnt worth it its time to grow up and move on Lea. Reading your past entries id say leave completely.
ReplyDeleteAnd i have to question, is this new person who you haven't met yet already saying you've got great tits?! and hips or am i reading more into this? Cause then it sounds like he's only interested in sex.
watch your back Lea
O.o! Well, he's still paying maintenance and he's the father of my children. Even though my children have passed away, it still leaves a mark on the soul. Besides, I wish to be true to myself. And at least I'm not fooling myself that he will come back to me eventually. So I AM moving forward.
ReplyDeleteI met the new person through e-Harmony, and no, he didn't immediately talk about sex. We've been chatting for hours for the last three nights. Don't worry, Stranger, I'm being careful. Thank you for your support and concern.
yea for the new post! and ya for scooters! when are you getting yours? i hope soon too make things easier for you.
ReplyDeleteGood luck on saturday and please be careful! Wishing you lots of love and luck in all you do.
P.S Think more positive,." I've loved a Scorpio before and enjoyed the experience ... I hope it turns out the same." Wish for something even better! The universe is yours to command.
P.S its now officially my bday hehe ( i hope i hear from you hint hint hint).
Lots of love
LAv