It's Tuesday!

June 2, 2009 - 13:17

I feel good today. Not necessarily happier, but healthier, stronger. More energetic. Maybe because I laughed alot during my shift last night. Maybe because I'm finally getting enough sleep. It's certainly not because I'm financially sound! Could be the sunshine ... although I hope we get a good rain soon. My rain barrel is almost empty, and I'll have to start using city water soon to water my plants and my lawn.

My birthday is coming up ... I wonder if anybody will show up this year. I plan on baking a cake or something, just in case I have somebody to share it with. Maybe I'll set up a pot luck ... that would be nice, although I'd probably starve! LOL!

Had a couple of great days with Lavender and now that she's away on holiday again, I miss her. We've been doing crafts, going for walks, and having great talks ... and I finally feel like I'm getting some healing from those talks instead of venting a problem that won't go away. Maybe I was ready. Maybe it was the audience ... who knows?

I'm making great headway though. I can now picture myself having a pleasant conversation with my Mother-in-law. Granted, I have my bad days, and I backslide a little, but I'm getting better. And that's why I'm here, right?

Thought I was going to be getting a room-mate for a few months, at least, but that isn't going to happen after all. I have mixed emotions about it. I'm very glad that Greywhistle and Naomi are going to give things another try. I'm very sorry that I won't have the extra cash. I don't know whether I should be amused, or alarmed, that Naomi suddenly wants to try again AFTER she worked out her budget without Greywhistle's income added. Let's just say that I'm wary about this coincidence. Whether or not this was the catalyst, if it brings a good result, it's still a good thing.

I wonder if I should try to get my picture on a Jones soda ... and which flavour would I prefer it to be on?

Anyway, I'm off to do more things ... something to keep my energy up. I'm slowly losing weight now ... again ... let's see what I can do to not only keep up this direction, but to speed it up a smidge!

Sweet Dreams!