Never Give Up

February 16, 2015 - 17:48
Happy Family Day! 

Mood: Tired, but determined. Restlessly creative.
Music: Those Were the Days ~ Mary Hopkins
Thought of the Day: Proper speaking requires proper sleep. If you don't have one, you'll never be sure of the other.

Bring on the Rain - Jo Dee Messina
SONGWRITERS
DARLING, HELEN / MONTANA, BILLY

Another day has almost come and gone
Can't imagine what else could go wrong
Sometimes I'd like to hide away somewhere and lock the door
A single battle lost but not the war

'Cause, tomorrow's another day
And I'm thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain

It's almost like the hard times circle 'round
A couple drops and they all start coming down
Yeah, I might feel defeated and I might hang my head
I might be barely breathing but I'm not dead, no

'Cause, tomorrow's another day
And I'm thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain. Oooh

No, I'm not gonna let it get me down
I'm not gonna cry
And I'm not gonna lose any sleep tonight

'Cause, tomorrow's another day
And I am not afraid
So bring on the rain.

Tomorrow's another day
And I'm thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain. 

Oooh

Bring on, bring on the rain

No, I'm not gonna let it get me down
I'm not gonna cry
So bring on the rain. Oooh

Bring on, bring on the rain
Bring on the rain
Bring on the rain. 

Oooh

21:47

     My brain is scattered, and I'm having trouble sitting down to one task tonight. Too much to do, even though I seem to have all the time in the world to do it in. Maybe it's because when I think I have lots of time I suddenly don't. I get interrupted by something that takes a huge chunk out of my day. Granted, if it's work, then I could certainly use the money - there's not enough of that either. I just don't like the sudden switch. Maybe I'm odd that way. Maybe I'm just tired of the feeling that I'm trapped by my circumstances. Can't afford to move out on my own. Can't leave my mother to live on her own either. And poor Tavis ... trying his best to cover the extras until I get back on my feet. Again. The timing is certainly off ... we have to move in a couple of months. Ugh.

     I'm trying to avoid stressing myself out again, but I'm tired. I went to a Tragically Hip concert on Thursday with a new friend, a movie with Tavis on Friday, dinner with another friend on Saturday, and lunch with my cousin on Sunday. No rest on Monday either ... woke up for a house viewing. That's a damn hopping schedule for an introvert like me. I'm a little frazzled.

     Anyway, crossing fingers for EI coverage, because I just spent my last bit of money on bills. Less than $600 doesn't go far when you owe over $20, 000. and a lot of it is charging you interest. *sigh* 

But, this is depressing. So I'll sign off for now. Maybe I'll come back down later for some more job hunting. Maybe I'll go to bed. Maybe I'll crochet, with a movie ... or read a book, for a bit. Bed might be the better choice, but I can't sleep more than four hours lately anyway ... 

     Actually, that works too ... sleep four, maybe five hours and then be up early to job hunt. It could be a good thing. 

Sweet Dreams!