November 21, 2009 - 18:59
It's been a blah day today. A dragged out blah day that ironically went faster than it felt like. You know the kind? You swear the day will go on, and on ... but then you blink and realised that ... wow ... is it that time already?
Of course, it didn't help the day to start at 11:00. I've been sleeping in lots. Been staying up late, I guess.
I'm not entirely sure what to say tonight. Probably why I've been putting this off. Really, there's nothing happening. No work, no socialising ... no life. Ripley is getting a bit better with his manners, but other than that ...
It was almost sunny earlier today. Almost. Was late taking the dog out, because I did some laundry instead. No energy today ... got rained on coming back ... light rain though, nothing major.
Something keeps passing by the house ... and it's starting to bother me. I've always been uneasy about windows, especially when it's dark out. It's never been a problem for me to shunt that feeling away though, once I learned how. Here ... here it's different. Maybe not stronger, but older. Stranger. But it can't come in ... and it doesn't like that. It's hunting for a weak point, I think.
I tried to tell myself that it was just my imagination ... but there was one night in particular that alerted me. I was laying down in bed, almost asleep. Spot ran into the room and leapt onto the bed, onto me, facing the window ... and from that protective stance, he was growling. (Which, of course, set Ripley off who started barking at the window. Spot growled for about 30 seconds ... then relaxed a bit, and got comfy with me. Ripley stopped barking when Spot stopped growling and went back to sleep.
The next day, I noticed that the screen door to the patio doors, in the living room, was open ... and I know it was shut the night before.
That was a few days ago. Today, Ripley started barking while I was in the bathroom. I came out and he was barking at the patio door.
Add this to the stress I'm dealing with as I try to find work in a place where there doesn't seem to be any. *sigh*
To say that there wasn't a lot to say isn't entirely correct ... it's just that I'm having trouble bringing it to the surface. I'm fighting to release the words.
Maybe I will have better luck tomorrow ...
Sweet Dreams ...
try meditating to help with your energy, and help keep up your shields, if you are uneasy and your pets are i would keep your protection up. Meditation will help with replenshing your energy on a physical, spiritual and mental planes. Also when ppl are stressed and bored it can tend to attract things. Keep a positive mind frame and also put the intention that only love and light may enter on the highest vibration and the highests level so long as it harm none. Speaking of which... when or was the house ever spiritually cleansed? Sending you protective energy. LAV
ReplyDeleteLavender; it hasn't been cleansed that I know of. My parents aren't comfortable with that stuff. As far as I can tell, it's not the house - the house is quite welcoming, despite the number of spiders when I first came to see it. ;)
ReplyDeleteAs for the rest ... I'm working on it. E-mail me about the meditations though.
will do doesnt matter about the house itself but the energies that come and go through it and around it. Its always good to cleanse,bless and protect a place once in a while spiritually.
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